금요일, 7월 29, 2005
Getting more nua
I think i m getting more nua as the days pass.
U know sometimes, i will just sit there n stare blankly at the space infront of me, wondering : what am i good at? And i will just flip this question thousands n hundreds of time over in my brain. Flip, flip, flip, well u get the idea. But i cant say i reached a conclusion so far, which isnt conclusive. Cos it may mean that i have too many things that i excel in that i have a hard time listing every single one out. But on the other hand, it may also very well mean that there is simply nothing on this world that i can say im good in. If u ask me, of cos i would prefer to believe in the former, but still...
Feeling abit lost recently, can anyone tell me whats my goal in life? I know i may be insignificant in this world, but i still need an aim dun i. Really think i ought to be goin out more often. Aiya, just anything besides working lah. I just want to be outside but not in the office, or be slacking at home. Either one will do. I wanna get a small sewing machine but my mum dun let me. Sigh.
Am i a money-minded person? Someone always makes me feel as if im. I m just trying to earn more money to feed myself. I dun see anything wrong in that, if u ask me. But neva mind, its ok. I jus wan money, n lots of it. Cos i know myself, n i know im pretty high maintainence. I cant help it lah. So the only way out is to earn it myself, so i wun hav to answer to anyone.
Let me think of sth happy to say. Abit difficult though. Hmmm... Oh, yesterdae went ktv with kt, ng, hy n xj. Too bad jn couldnt make it. I 五音不全. Lol. But i still like jj's songs. Some pple have voices that i like alot. Like jj, 仁甫, kangta n hyesung. I just love hearing them sing. There is just something abt their voice which i cant pinpoint exactly y i like. Well, like i always say,
like is like. No reason.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:25 AM